Monday, January 11, 2010

Vampire addiction 2

Im officially addicted to Timbaland ft SoShy & Nelly Furtado "Morning After Dark".

I was laugh non-stop when the guy in the music video ask the girl say what she saw and SAY IT OUT LOUD. LOL exactly like Twilight!

I fall in love with SoShy's style in rapping, damn hot!!!

Another song which i can't reveal now due to some *uh hum* technical issue....also one of my favourite =)

Can't stop feeling the power and the beat from the song, if the "matter" turns out well, you guys can witness it's power in 3 weeks.

Well now, i need to go back to my Bleach fan fiction~ Ulquiorra & Orihime is the most tragic and sexy pairing ever!

What happened to Malaysia on Jan 2010?

I was so outdated as soon as i found out the church been burned down as a row escalated over the use of the word "Allah" by non-Muslims.

My life in K17 is seriously need newspaper and some current issue updater for keeping me aware of what happen outside this little world. I think even there is some gun shooting outside of K17, i also have no idea at all....forgive me..im too lazy to read newspaper in library....

This issue been discussed over and over again in Facebook, Twitter and bla bla bla. Groups, pages and status....all over about this...

Im seriously liking my friend, uhhum...my old classmate - CheeShong's status bout this matter.

"
if we are not allowed to use d Word, then we cant sing Johor state anthem, which start with "_ _ _ _ _ peliharakan Sultan"; then would it be some day in future we are expelled or "kena buang negeri" on the accusation of didn't give our loyal, respect and love to our dear Negeri Johor???"

Even my some friend who are used to "special gerakan"also have some words bout this...saying this matter isn't suppose to be interpreted like this....it is the matter of addressing your own God with any name you like and not restricted.

Yes, you are right. But, the cause and chain effect is the big deal now my friend. More and more attempts are coming. All over Malaysia. Selangor, Sarawak, Perak and Malacca. Whats next? Johor? Batu Pahat? &(**)&%@$!$#@

It's a f***ing shame of Malaysia that this incident show on the head news all over the world. People will just blurt out "Wah! YOU are MALAYSIAN ah! I heard your country got people burn down soooooooooooooooo many church because of some God addressing issue leh!" once i say im a Malaysian.

Saya harap saya boleh ambik satu telur busuk dan sumbat kat dalam mulut ko, tapi saya lagi suka kalau telur busuk ni boleh sumbat kat orang yang mengapi-apikan perkara ini. Biar pun api ni api hasut ke api petrol. Peace......

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010 New Year with SBS, KBS and MBS Gayo Daejoon music festival

Busy with all the downloading...
1. 20091229 SBS Gayo Daejoon,
2. 20091230 KBS Gayo Daejoon and
3. 20091231 MBS Gayo Daejoon.

All new english album from Chris Brown to Westlife...damn happy with K17 internet connection!
No Blocking babey!!!
I can take anything i want! muahahahah!

Unexpected New Year Eve celebration with ji wei and juniors leave a deep impression to me.
Thanks guy for such happy and ridiculous celebration!! <3333

Think about starting my GIF picture manufacturing program.....hm...i need all the software and 200% focus!!!
Can't start my lovely GIF picture with T-ara "Bo Beep! Bo Beep!" due to my lack of "Orientasi ke arah kecekapan" which in my interpretation is equal to LAZY.......

Brand new year with Brand new resolution conduct by brand new Kai Leng....sounds...lazy huh??
hahah....love you all! my sister, my siew, my family and my coursemates!!
May Love and Luck will follow you all! muaks!

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

500mg Ciprofloxacin

I feel sleepy all the time after i take the medicine for my throat infection.
More than one week...started yesterday i took antibiotic - the infamous 500mg Ciprofloxacin.
Its double dose than normal, i seriously need it now, thanks handsome!
So now, 1hour after my dinner aka oat + milo, i take my medicine and im plan to wash all my dirty laundry.
Hope i can hang on before i fell asleep at there....Wish me luck!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Mo-od

20th December 2009.

My holiday job is quite a boring job, actually. Standing there waiting for you-know-who customers. Curse them when they drill the land of cloth and leave with a fart. It was devastating.

I like the girl who works beside me. She is funny and cute. I always thought her cheek is made of rice since she said she like rice a lot. She looks like a boss for me. I mean the way she talks. But that’s it.


The environment never changed, but I can feel the sense of restriction from their workers’ behavior. It feels like my neck is hold by hands, not tight but I still can feel the tension from them.

I still don’t know what’s going on during my 22th birthday, conclusion is no mood. Same wishes and same tone. Some are suspicious about the breakup of my non-existing romance, my hormone level, my illness and da da da…..

I think I hate them. I hate the lock on my neck, it makes me hard to breath. I hate the fact that I am so timid. I have no gut to burst out my emotions, and the fact that I am wrong trusted the person.

I keep rewind the scene in my mind, flashback to the day she tell me who I am, to the day he tried to do what he think is right to do, to the day they betray my trust, to the day which I also don’t know when it started, all sums to one word. Fear. It started to crumble.

I could not imagine what kind of life I am going to live under the fear. One day, I may erupt and kill it. Or one day, I will erupt and kill myself. Then I shall prepare myself with a gun loaded with bullet of craziness. Stop.