Thursday, September 16, 2010

Like mouse

Everyday mouse, mice, mouse and mice.

Can't suppress the urge to kill all the escaped rat in animal house. God damn it!

Everyday something will happen to our FYP mice, WHY?! GOD, TELL ME WHY?!
I need to redo my treatment group 3! Cause half of them died! REDO man......its REDO!
and...and my treatment group 1 & 2 still have 8 mice left! If they continue enter the netherworld, I AM GOING TO REDO MY FYP YA'KNOW!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Deep condolences

Things will not happen as we wish i guess.
I can't accept death. I realized.
Things i treasure most may just withering away in any seconds.
I don't even want to think about it, i don't think i can handle the emotional tsunami at all.
I guess life will not be the same when you lose someone you loved.

I'm in such an awkward age right now, not a teenager, but not mature enough to handle my family.
How am i suppose to do in the next one year?
Should i fly somewhere else to build my own world?
Or i should just stay and enjoy the life along with my loved family...

Things will not get easy on me i guess.