Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
I like the girl who works beside me. She is funny and cute. I always thought her cheek is made of rice since she said she like rice a lot. She looks like a boss for me. I mean the way she talks. But that’s it.
The environment never changed, but I can feel the sense of restriction from their workers’ behavior. It feels like my neck is hold by hands, not tight but I still can feel the tension from them.
I still don’t know what’s going on during my 22th birthday, conclusion is no mood. Same wishes and same tone. Some are suspicious about the breakup of my non-existing romance, my hormone level, my illness and da da da…..
I think I hate them. I hate the lock on my neck, it makes me hard to breath. I hate the fact that I am so timid. I have no gut to burst out my emotions, and the fact that I am wrong trusted the person.
I keep rewind the scene in my mind, flashback to the day she tell me who I am, to the day he tried to do what he think is right to do, to the day they betray my trust, to the day which I also don’t know when it started, all sums to one word. Fear. It started to crumble.
I could not imagine what kind of life I am going to live under the fear. One day, I may erupt and kill it. Or one day, I will erupt and kill myself. Then I shall prepare myself with a gun loaded with bullet of craziness. Stop.
Farewell, My lovely UPM and my lovelyish K17.
Thanks for giving me such a splendid semester <3333>
Really looking forward my holiday! my real holiday ....huhu...
I think i become more and more mature liao...hm...
I gave my virginity to clubbing, dancing and failed my test XD
Thanks for taking care of me and not give me up, you guys are awesome!
Im seriously looking forward my new coming semester,
damn sure it going to be a luxurious, fantastic and elaaaaastic semester!
I wanted to say 미안합니다 face to face to you, you & you.......
sorry for my absent, my ignorance, my coldness, and my violence....
you guys are my one and only sisters.....and siew also....
love you all!!!!
Friday, November 13, 2009
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Its on replay mode in my ttplayer!
his voice really killing me softly......
hm....sexy voice? yes.
Looking forward his full album <3
The album is composed of 6 tracks:
1. 하고 싶은 말 Part 2 / Something To Tell You Part 2
2. Faster (Feat. 유비) / Faster (Feat. Yu Bi)
3. 사랑비 / Love Rain
4. 내가 야! 하면 넌 예! (Duet With LYN) / I say ya! You say ye (Duet With LYN)
5. 점점점 (Feat. 앙리) / JumJumJum (Feat. Henry)
6. 기억과 추억 (Feat. 준형, 호영, 데니) / Memories and Rememberance (Feat. JunHyung, HoYoung, Danny)
Friday, October 30, 2009
He made so many remix or mashup for current K-pop hit songs!
but the most i like is the SHINee - RING DING DONG mashup <333
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Let the pictures tell the tales.
We left K17 as we nearly choked to death in the fog coz they do the fogging to the entire kolej, aih, its a disaster.....
Reach there way later than what we planned, after we shop at the next shop and eat McD.
We heading to the Euphoria.
Guess what? we are too early man.....no one there....no one dance...shyt..we are truly nerd la, ahhaha....
So, we go to Coco Banana, but....with all the smoke and the ladies night start at 11pm, we go back to Euphoria pula XD
3 of us are so depressed as we just started to get fun, so, we head back to dance AGAIN!! muahaha!
自己加一個問題然後傳給10個人... ( 我可以不要点人吗。。。)
不寫幸福就會跑掉喔.. （ 这个statement 很假咯。。）
近期開心的是：ONLINE + dance!
最喜歡的一首歌(女生的)：Lady Collection "peeking - melancholy talk"
最喜歡的一首歌(男生的)：组合算吗？ SHINee "RIng Ding Dong"
上廁所會不會先沖水：会！因为我怕中 Trichomonas vaginalis...
对欺骗你的人你有什么感想 : 会很气，过后直接不理会，反正气坏的是自己
最近看的一本書是：Cleo November issue
刚刚看的youtube video是 ： [HQ 102909] SHINee Ring Ding Dong @Shim Shim TaPa， 嘻嘻。。
Monday, October 26, 2009
Watch the HD music video posted by SM Entertainment here.....
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Guys, we gonna join K17 Got Talent (1st & 2nd Oct) with the Genie / Tell me your wish dance by using SHINee Generation as our group name.
Hope u guys can come and support us!
LOL, now baru scared the shyt out of me....with the 75marks from her....
Clothes, accessories, this and that....panty hose....shorts....necklaces..bracelet...hair band..
This Friday is the infamous Dr.Sab physio test, thanks to her indecisional behaviour...we been flooded by joy and stress like irritated bowel syndrome.
Finally, after more than one month practise, adjustment, improvement, last minute changes, seriously hope we can POWER UP!!
Make it to the Final round baby!
Turn it on..turn it on~
thats right..come on!
I'm Genie for you boy....
Saturday, September 26, 2009
ate Mr.Magic sour cream and onion flavor French fries and a Papa Roti.
Attention: its not the "papa" who u know LOL
Then head to Summit Parade for the mooncake festival,
which in Chinese is 中元园游会.
2nd gp: My married cousin
3rd gp: My 3rd aunt
Something i must say about BP forks is they will never lose their enthusiasm for all the Chinese traditional event, even though the event might not that big scale, but can feel the joy & merry of our M0oncake festival!
Mum is looking at others' self-made mooncake =)
Okay, the 8th gp, self-made mooncake & this gp caught my sight....
gp no.9~ colorful mooncake, looks delicious....
10th gp: the calligraphy theme is damn nice, really love the way it present ^^
Gp no.11: tree and immortals
gp n0.14: this one really huge!
AND this is the psycho one, i really love it!
got taskbar but no task showing there, so if i minimize them, i need to reopen them again,
or going to Alt + Tab to switch to it....
or open my task manager.....sucks...
i bought it for 2.5 years baru it started to enter its rebellious stage of life....
Work for 13 hours everyday in my holiday,
plus its raya time and im take care of the Fair section,
u can see all the clothes like the soil kena digged.....shapeless....mountain-like....
foot keep cramp until now if im not moving my foot, its cant bend...
sucks till the end....
next time i will try to avoid working during raya time, or any peak season time,
and i will try to avoid working at Pacific again.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Out of sudden, we decided to turn right where we suppose to turn left which will head to Bukit Expo.
So....we collected 4 golf balls along the way, each person satu biji as souvenir.
Pass the golf field, we were reaching the big road. Beside us is stadium.
Luckily we still remember the track to Bukit Expo during our UPM marathon loooooooooooooooooong time ago~
Along the way, we met LRT to KLIA, and................Pusat Satelit BUMI!
BUMI man! It sounds like we, group of ppl standing beside that place is from Mars.............
From the "Earth satelite centre", we talk about Yaki-yaki japanese buffet, located in front of Lowyat Plaza.
We-----me and ssien decided to go on the next day!
Yup, right....Monday, skipped PKK and our lovely clinical biochem lectures just to the buffet, why?
Coz its only for RM18.90! from normal prize RM65 to RM18.90 man.....
Attention: this promotion only till 30 of sept and on weekdays only.
thats why loh........
Hmm...the choice is not that many but still good though, with all the jelly, salmon, shark, bbq, ice cream, fruits and their warm service.
Its worth to give a try =)
We were the last lunch time customer leave there...hehe....then we hang out at Times Square for a while as ssien managed to buy a ethnic style dress for RM25.
Until now im still full...full with salmon, sushi and etc........wohoh~
Sunday, September 13, 2009
So...pls view all the pics at my facebook la....thanks...hehe....Wings Restaurant 回音石民歌餐厅 20090911
After our parasito test, we suppose to dance "Tell me your wish"~
but when dayana reach my room and talk with jacklyn n yanling them about the K-17 got talent thing...
LOL some of my coursemate laugh about the title "K17 got talent", sounds so Susan Boyle, ahahhah
Then, dayana go and fetch her sister and balik.
So, tak jadi menari loh...
After i wandering, touch here and touch there....
i decide to go to Wing's Restaurant, located at Seri Kembangan with my chinese coursemates.
It turn out to be a quite pleasant outing, due to the good atmosphere, the melodious song sing by singers.
My maryland chicken is damn big for me....i seriously can't finish it....
feel like my zip is going to burst!
13 of us had a good time especially when we found out their upper floor got such a good design~
sofa, chess, magazine (hoho...keep thinking magazine in korean- called "잡지", hoho....)
Goh, Pak and jiwei turn on their model mode pula...
started to pose and take pic, hahaha....thats a lot of fun!!!
The background is perfect to take artistic pic!
but, coz its too dark and we dun have tripod so the effect a bit.....OFF....hahahaha....
Really enjoy that night, even though i still think going back 10pm is quite early for me~
Night is still young baby! LOL
1. Tang pong2 and ban shui debate the issue of "On heat VS On sun"....cold....
2.Ah ken's suspicious hand on the french fries.....
Me? I wanted to go, but my money runs too low until i can't join at all,
maybe next sem then i will start my dance journey, i think.....
Lack of purpose or determination in dancing is making me feel a bit weird,
so, we try to join as performance dance crew in the "K17 got talent", we seriously want to perform on that night!!!!
Since they encourage us to take part in the competition so im joining as singing and dayana as solo dance.
Finally, im able to approach Bilah to talk about the performance stuff,
5 person performance and this and that.
On that night, when im at the Wing's restaurant enjoying my photographer + model instructor role, she smsed me said no more performance and asked us to join the competition as group dancer.
Frankly, i think not many people will join if we join the competition,
due to the stress and this and that.
Doing performance is way better and joyful than we are the one who receive critics and fight for the prize. Hiaks....
Although jacklyn and yan ling say the 1st prize is really really good, but......i have no confident in my dance....
Called dayana, decided to see the situation first then decide the next step.
I duno how Lianne and hkee will think about this idea......argh! headache...
"Tell me your wish" is a really elegant dance~
and i want to mix "Circus" and "La Cha Ta" but seems can not.....huhu...
So, i started to prepare my singing for the audition,
and....AM I SUPPOSE TO STRIKE TO THE FINAL ROUND OR WHAT?!
bored to the end of the world.....
Next monday, after clinical biochem and dayana's japan class, hopefully can practise the dance with Lianne and Hkee =)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
okay, back to main topic.
Im sorry if im getting to emotional here.....
I seriously disappointed of netizens or antis....
this kind of thing also they can make a tsunami in 2PM leader Jae-bum's life...
not only gave a formal apology statement in the fans site,
now he is leaving Korea?!
What the hell is going on in this world.......
Even though JYP is saying he is not leaving the group, but those antis should just shut their mouth up,
asking him to commit suicide, this and that,
isn't that way too much?
For god sake, he was young that time, its was 3/ 4 yrs ago man,
when he first come to Korea for the 2PM group, sure he felt emotional,
who doesn't get emotional when they left they lovely home to another country?
Even me also will miss home when im here, in UPM, in K17, which is still in Malaysia, and just take 4 hours bus then can reach my hometown...
one of my fren who work in Singapore now also hate that country you know.....
and what the hell they go dig all the things up and say this and that...apa la korang ni...
The most hilarious thing is the netizens now baru dig all other evidence to support Jae-bum, all the word he left for his American fren about how he like Korea this and that (which is also long time ago).
I shall take the word from the Daily K Pop News, "Love for Korea revealed too late..."
Im not really a 2PM fans but their "Dirty eyed girl - Brown Eyed Girls' Abracadabra parody" in Wild Bunny is damn funny!
The making of this parody is lagi kelakar!
I not really know how this matter is happened in Korea, but its seems like very serious,
i think they really pressing Jae-bum on this matter.
As i know, Chris Brown was abusing Rihanna before right? and all the court stuff.
But, i do agree with a person's comment in youtube as he is a musician / artist,
even his private life is sucks, this is not concern to his singer career.
You can't deny that Chris Brown is unique in singing or dancing right? same goes to Jae-bum.
I am not saying that Jae-bum should be forgiven, isn't it is a waste that such a talented person leaving our music world bcoz of what he said 3/ 4 yrs ago?
Sunday, September 6, 2009
We, 5 ppl, reach there around 12pm, GUESS what? Its TOMORROW!!!!!!!
Flood by the damn disappointed feeling, we settle our lunch at RedBox, where dayana & me keep dancing SNSD "Tell me your wish", "Circus" and SHINee "Love Like Oxygen", the Jacklyn is keep picking 40's and 80's songs........ =.=
okay, that is 3 of us, and another one ----> Carol was SLEEPING>>>>>in the redbox......
and menwai went for shopping.
After that, we wandering inside the mall for 1 hour with breads
then.....we decided to go for the Final Destination 4.
Seriously, i wun watch that damn movie no matter how they persuade me about "Its not a horror movie la...", "Its a thriller la...", "Its not scary la..."
No, it is a NO. Full stop.
Luckily the ticket were sold out, so HAHAHAHA! i no need to watch it!
Next, we continue our wandering again.
Due to carol & dayana hungriness, we heading to "Italiannies".
"Angel hair pomodoro" ----> Bigger than carol's face, huhu..
It was a splendid dining i must say!
I definitely will go there again and again!
Food portion is big, price is considered cheap if we sharing all the food, and the lagsana is 8888ing tasty!!!
I was so tired as im sleeping in the car till we reach k17...huhu....
All of us are very tired of yesterday outing,
so today just me and dayana.
We reach there, buy burger king then sitting right behind the place they dance.
My butt is so in pain as if it can scream like a old lady....
They start around 1pm and we've been not moving from that spot from 11 to 4.......
I really learnt a lot from the audition, from locking to new school, from popping to hip hop and tons of dance style.
All the dancer are awesome!!!
The one making me mouth opening is the blond girls group doing the Basement Jaxx "Oh my gosh", their movement so sharp and seducing!!!!
I bet all the guys at there started to nose bleeding already, wakakaka!!!
Well, Malaysia is full of surprise for me as im used to watch US Dance crew and korean artists dance =)
Good Job Malaysia dancerszzz!!!
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Thursday, August 27, 2009
8888ing graph keep copy as double set into the words, so i just let it be and let the combiner to settle herself.
I've done my best bout the result graph & im officially give up, pls dun blame me for that or else.
AND i want to done my clinical biochem lab report (26/8/09 - Practical 5).
I shouldn't take any drink contained caffein at all!!!
My heart is irritable.....
not the pathologic irritable heart, but the "itchy" of my heart.
Result from the caffein contained drink = fluctuating mood, impatient....and bla bla bla...
Now i only managed to finish my phyiso lab report as i was informed about the part i should do today and it should be pass up by this friday.
Man....im going back my hometown this friday la....
i still got my mountainlicious like girlfriends waiting for me behind my house yo know,
i haven't done my intro part of clinical biochem as it suppose to include the test principle of all the plasma TG, TC, HDL and LDL + their normal range.
bla bla bla.....
man, you see la....this is the typical result of "irritable heart" ------nagging like a grandma.....
Now im 8888ing sleepy and tired,
and i cant let my girlfriend wait anymore....how....tell me why.....
Monday, August 24, 2009
but my mind still wandering around others......
Now, its time for me to decide.
"Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life...
Relationships work best when they are balance."
This is what happened between me n siew. Balance.
Our care for each other are balanced.
Thats why we can further our relationships to a stage i never share with others.
"Never explain yourself to anyone.
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it,
and the person who dislikes you won't believe it."
I've been look through this situation,
as i know explaination is useless when the person is having preconception on you.
It doesn't matter what happen after that,
once anything just happened to be unfavorable for he/she, the situation turn back to its original state.
And the person who likes you from his/her bottom heart does not need any explaination at all.
"We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us."
I think i had make my family esp my mum cried for me dozen times.....
and i did cry for those who never care for me,
i did care for those who will never cry for me.
It is silly.
So, i'm setting my priority now.
I'm trying to make them who care for me smile......
Thursday, August 20, 2009
if it isn't because of H1N1, im sure i will fail all my test 1 paper.......
im not joking!
It suppose to have my parasitology test 1 on the day im also having my fac night performance,
and because im so engross into the dance, basically i can't and no mood to study at all.
Thanks to the quarantine "holiday",
i managed to rest for a week, then continue the test 1,
luckily the fac night and the CAD were held before any test,
so im sincerely thank god for the best arrangement~
now im finished my disasterous test 1 in my 5th sem 2009/2010,
im officially FREE!!!!!!
I can plant all the crop in my Happy farm, Barn Buddy, FarmVille and etc,
can jaga them to prevent my dear friends from stealing my precious crop, muahahahhah!
I can watch all the documentary i downloaded.....wow! Suddenly i feel i am geniusssss~ muahahaha!
I can watch my Katekyoushi hitman reborn, my One Piece, my Bleach, my japanese drama, my SHINee yuhanam series,
I can practise the "Circus" + "Tell me your wish" + "AMIGO" dance,
I can this this this and that that that (pls use your imagination lah)
And because of these imagination, i can't sit properly to study my pathology yo no.....
The monsterous test 1 is oxidise my brain and i can't even think properly,
thanks to Carol and other fellow junior + housemate, i can jog regularly and dance regularly,
life is soooooo good with all these motivation, muahahahaah....
P.S suddenly i want to sing sing and sing....
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Okay, i ain't talk about all these shit debate here, coz i had no idea about these stuff at all.
Creation ----> God maybe?
Evolution ----> Something stated in my primary science textbook.
Controversy ---> Debate. Something i called cat fight.
you can't blame me dude, this is what i've got when i google "cat fight" kay!
Check the adorable cat fight in youtube, just type "venomfangX" and i bet 1000 rupiah on myself that you will get a lot of interesting drama =)
The argument reminds me to the previous post bout the FSA 3000 (Philosophy of Science).
I think i will take this as elective course next sem, dun care if i need to do the dictionary thickness killer assignment.
Probably bcoz of my pure ignorance on this topic, it makes me want to know what the hell are they blabbing about....
Sounds good right? coz the cat fight wun stop here as long as human still on the earth LOL
Saturday, August 15, 2009
thanks to Dayana,
i exposed to something called "dance-former virus",
Its highly contagious,
You are a goner once u infected.
Constant K-pop fever for months, unexpected robotic motion, insanity towards anything got d-a-n-c-e on their surface or inner part, Uspot hormone deficiency and pruritis butt.
1. Farhana Marah method.
2. Butterscotch tape for d butt ( not anus dude!)
Treatment & prevention?
Sorry.....according to the Sin Chao newspaper, there are no prevention method currently due to the highly mutation turn over rate of danceformer virus aka H11N5 mouse flu virus.
One & only ---> 100x Uspot hormone injection intravenously.
Now, who can gimme d uspot hormone?
Friday, August 14, 2009
I seriously can't pull me off from all the korean stuff!
First is the SHINee dance,
then is my elective korean level 1.....
damn addictive yo know.....
Today afternoon was my first korean reading test,
Dr. Kim's wife - our course coordinator ->
- fluent in English
- i understand everything she talks about,
- teach Korean way way way (100x) better than her husband
- and she is Yea Po yo~! (Yea Po = pretty / beautiful)
each sentence got 30 or 40 secs,
and for god sake!
its not something like "i love you", "i hate you", "im hungry" or "i want to sleep" okay?!
IMAGINE THAT........ ||.||
I am damn sure my stress hormone was shooting up to my hypothalamus while i write all the romanation of those sentences.....
0n top of all, while im recording, i realized i missed "translate" one word...its the 입(pronouce as "ip")...before the normal 니다 (Ni-Da).
So, i was stuck there....for 5 secs maybe? then say "Im-Ni-Da" out loud.....
this korean reading test is definitely take my breath away + shorten my life for 1 year maybe? O.o
but i like it!
now then, the physio test 1 baru come across my mind.....lalala....
everynothing will be okay, everynothing will be alright.....
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Dress? i borrowed.
Shoes? old one.
necklace and bla bla bla? sorry, my necklace putus liao....=S
Still recover from the dance mode....
darn tired....but i like it.
Still got a bit sad coz din give 100% yesterday night and been shoot by some ppl when we are told to eat at table....
Seriously no mood bcoz of that.
PLS la, we are not the one who SENDIRI sit down and eat k!
SOME MANAGER & AJK told us to sit there de k!
If you want to blame someone, pls blame the person, dun shoot us pls.
Total failure Fac night...blek!
Damn pissed off!
So, what im doing now?
Wash my mountain like laundary.....
try to get back to the nerd student track....coz this coming monday is our lovely Clinical Biochem test 1.
Talking about Clinical Biochem, the voice of our dearly Dr. Zalina is very piercing!
Pak even ask me :"how can her husband stand this?!"
LOL, well i duno....Love is blind right?
Hope i can resist the tempation of K-pop....
but i'll still update their k-pop latest news.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Because of SHINee and their dance break on 25th with SNSD, i discover this song.
The remix of "Juliette" and "Tell me your wish" (the song during dance break) very nice!
So, dayana decide to put it between "Love like oxygen" and "replay" as a dance break as well~!
They put their head under SNSD girls you know!
Minho & Jonghyun look like enjoying it >.<>.<
Please, no quarantine okay....
only for those suspected case,
so actually we can freely go in and out loh...
We went to Mid Valley today, but im too tired, im slept when they busy choosing cloths, especially Goh, wakakkaka!
Back to main topic.
SDSD or can called as Girls Generation,
i like their song - "Gee" and the recent one "Tell me your wish" (or "Genie").
Kind of cute!
I really sunk in this K-Pop thing already....haih.....