Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Feed my savage beast beb!

*KACHING* *KACHING*

After my "survey" trip at Petaling Street with my roommate, today I am going to bring my dearest dear to feed our savage beast!
I can feel the excitement in my blood, wahahha!
In addition, its Siew who is coming to me, hohoho~ finally the asleep me is awaken.

And i am blaming my idle life for forgetting my toxicity mice, nah...they are still alive and jumping.
ONE MORE WEEK, one more week i shall be freed!!
and i am going home. Finally.

Resume my Bleach-ing life and as usual, Aizen is the most handsome & sexy one XD
Too bad he is the antagonist, but maybe because he is the bad guy so i think he is sexy....hmm.....一切尽在不言中....

Redang trip is pulling my hair. There is no more below RM400 trip included 2-way bus ticket as they raised the price since last year. Sigh.
So, it will be approximately RM450 (include marine park lah, snorkeling gadget lah, transport fees from KL to KT to Merang Jetty).
Haih, thought that i can get a cheaper price for a relatively comfortable place as I've got a tight budget for this semester.
Anyway, it is a getaway & reward, shall enjoy it to the max =)

Monday, December 20, 2010

House Rulez

In love with House Rulez AGAIN..
Never knew, it will be that lovely when it combines with voice, yes, voice.

New and sweet feeling, sink me to the deep blue sleep, hehe..

Here are they.

1. Romance http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ur_QMRy3jQ&feature=player_embedded
2. After Moon http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E5S88-vq1Bg&feature=player_embedded

Anyway, sweet dream my angels... =)

Friday, December 17, 2010

飘渺

本以为把一切都放下了,岂知一句话就把我打回原形。
果然还没有释怀,它 依然还是我的底线。

也许是我强求了,也许一开始就错了,错在我的贪。
原来我是贪的。
贪心地想把所有的都放进心里,他人却不明
也以为放不进了,也不放了,怎知点点滴滴都蛀进去了,可笑
笑我的傻,痴, 更笑我的胆怯。

习惯性的麻痹和空白在那一刻才发现到头来原来都是我的逃避,
习惯性的无视,习惯性的忽略 原来只是逃避,
模糊自己的感觉,只为了 多一刻,再多一刻,就多那一刻。

想起那句他人对我说的“心思细腻”,无奈
深切的无奈
多想神经大条的继续感受着那一刻,继续在那一刻里假寐

也罢,
既然不明,既然不了,既然如此,如你所愿
我也不想在原地等着 看着你,
也不想追着背影,回头一瞥,看见的并不是原来的画面
也罢,
既然不愿看清,既然都不愿看得再深,如你所愿
背负那些底线
只希望能还我心飘渺,一点一滴的放下,直到我再也不放,也放不进任何东西
愿还我心飘渺

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

腐女

现在,我officially是个腐女了!

玩乙女和BL游戏,从纯洁到不纯洁的,玩得我一直呵呵大笑,对的,不是哈哈大笑,因为我是在奸笑。
BL男都比乙女的帅多了,又性感,又有阳光的,忧郁的,难怪腐女都说“BL王道!!”
因为我也全力支持BL!!
不过,我还没有那么大的胃口去玩GL。
一,太萝莉
二,没有美男。是美男,是第二/第三空间的美男,不是肌肉叔哦
三,声优太刺耳,不好听
四,我不是les。

玩了酱多个game,我腐女的第一次是给了“暗黑女王外传”,对于初学者而言是简单了。

给过后又玩了,“银之冠 碧之泪”,差点让我喷鼻血,成年人之间的关系果然还是不适合我啊,在选择要不要出轨叻,要不要叻,就很烦,太深沉了。

接下来,就是乙女向的经典游戏“Under the moon"。还记得,几年前下载了日文版,不会玩也不会看,就不了了之了。基本上,我很想skip掉那些那个的情节的,可是男主又只要在那个时候才告白啦,惭愧啦,所以我都是遮掉图片,看字幕而已(不然我的roommate & housemate会吓死叻! 难怪他们说UTM其实是乙男向的画面啦,切!)

第四个,就是我人生第一次尝试BL game就是黑执事的同人游戏“Question”啦。老实说,我还以为我会很反感,因为里面有3P,蜡烛,鞭子,原来。。其实。。。唉,自己去看吧。原来Sebastian你.....

第五个,玩了一个星期都还没有破完的彩云国物语同人游戏“白花恋诗 本传”。在这里,我深深的体会到玩game的SL大法(就是save & load是也),玩到我很pek cek,追一个男生还要死命打工,约他出来,送礼送礼,麻烦。
That's why i move to the next game,hehe...那个白花恋诗就等我有空的时候才去追静兰吧。

放弃白花恋诗的当晚,我就破了 薄樱鬼 同人游戏“邂逅”,哈哈,原来我还没失水准。

接下来,我应该会慢慢玩吧,因为现在手头上有27新game。
现在呢比较有mood看原创小说。
BL的小说我还是不敢看,因为怕看了我不敢玩game。
嗯。。。这之中的深意你们有机会就慢慢的去体验吧。

上面game的玩后感和攻略,下回才补上,现在我要开始“ 琉璃般若花”。。。

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Winterplay. A fusion jazz band


Accidentally discover this fusion jazz band and yeap, it is from Korea with the name of "Winterplay".
Seriously, their albums keep replay and replay in my TTplayer.
I never thought i would fall in love with jazz.

Come back with their second album "Touche Mon Amour", i am truly captivated by its mischievous yet "lazy" melody with her sexy voice.
Don't believe me? Download it here. http://www.mediafire.com/?c7acm5vzeya7cqr
Their debut album called "Choco snowball" also available here.http://www.mediafire.com/?btjarn2ghyw

"Quando, Quando, Quando" and their hit song "Touche mon amour" are my favorite songs of all.
Some of their songs are sentimental yet some are playful like whispers between lovers and mates.

For more details, visit their site =) http://www.winterplay.net/

Sunday, October 31, 2010

穿

惨了,最近偶的小说瘾越来越有严重的趋向了。
天天都看原创,我发现原创总是离不开穿越这个环节。
架空穿越啦,古代穿越啦,神仙的 等等等等

还有发现NP也不错,呃。。。不是那个,是指一女N男的言情啦,
原创的一对一更能赚人热泪,因为更多的波折啊,
呵呵。。情,就是要经过三波四折才能坚牢滴。

真的很佩服这堆作家,上至60岁,下至10岁都能创言情!
不过其实原创的比较有人情味点啊,比较实在,偶不怎么好传统的言情,太花俏,没啥真实感,唉。。

不过呢 偶还是不能看男男滴,就是所谓的耿美啦,不是联美,是耿美,“耿”读geng第三声,
不管是一对一还是一男N男,都不能。
不过呢,以后的事谁知道呢?
现在偶都能接受NP了,酱偶看男男的日子指日可待啊~
搞不好,偶以后最喜欢的是男男叻,呵呵呵。。

现在偶的记录是一天千多页的小说,吼吼吼!
害偶两个早上不能起身去看偶的老鼠们,闷。。。

唉。。讲完了,回来原本的我。
今天就要部署我明天的韩文会话考试了,唉。。

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Corrupted ingredient

The whole culture is corrupted. I realized. After 3 years of staying here with my Biomedical science.
Is it my fault? It is my final year here, i can't stand the so-called relax yet stressful lifestyle here.
Maybe it is due to my supervisor, my project title or it is just me.

She graduated this year i guess.
I always admire her passion for her dance and her group. I can see she devoted her whole heart on it.
and she tells this to her juniors.
"invest everything you have. embrace the fact that it’s your last year. welcome the pain of saying “bye” because dc is worth your tears & heartaches. ..oh and don’t forget to spoil the newbies"

Bam. I am not a good investor, i am a coward and i am a cruel bitch.
However now i want to take in everything as i did before when i was a newbie cause it's my last time for doing so.

I've been stepping on the same place for 3 years. I am not improving myself, i knew it.
Where is my future? Where am i in the next 5 years?
Deep down inside, i am truly afraid. I am terrify of stepping out. Same as what i am 3 years ago.

I have been wasting 3 years for nothing.
I have nothing to be proud of. Academic? PLEASE....not the top and not the lousiest.
and the "hard-to-teach" skills? I am a coward, i am, from what i did in my finishing school.
Kind of disappointed of myself.

Need some self-searching. Need some break though.
Need the determination i had during my STPM exam.
Need to be freed from this corrupted ingredient of mine.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

都是烦

明天考韩语生字了,
还有六篇作文还没交,完蛋。

明天和老板讨论我的project,
没有挽回的余地,我就舍小鼠取大鼠。

Saturday, October 9, 2010

出游记

最近尝试了些新的东西。
新的邮箱,新的网络U盘,新的下载地点,新的歌 和 新的感觉。

终于,考试,课业告个小段落。
当晚,出游跟大伙儿去吃顿饭。
今天,以学姐的毕业礼物为由,大出游了一整天。

发现,我,贪心了
发现,我,不甘于现状
发现,原来我也能这样与人相处
发现,久违的欣慰
发现 发现 很多 很多的新东西
也发现,为你 我能。

明天,另个出游天
可为我的亲亲老鼠拒绝了早餐的出游,
因为下午的出游才是重点,呵呵
同学的open house,这次怎样都要到,感受他们的热情,不然没机会了(最后一年嘛)
学长学姐们的毕业典礼,为他们祝福,也为我们Biomedic做个聚头。

坦白说,我很期待,真的很期待
因为,明年的我就是现在的你们
也因为种种的原因  让我想珍惜这些时光,好好感受在同学堆里的感觉,好好的活着!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

感情局

空窗期  我都忘了什么叫做    怦然心动,
是时候了,
要开启封印了吗,
遇见, 有时只是个机会而已,
相处, 才是那个所谓的缘分吧

呵,可我 没有本 去参与一场感情的赌局

前几天,他问我 应该是不会找那种180的男生吧,
我想了一下 说    我只要一个能接受这样的我的人,
就这样而已

不下注 只因我没有感情本钱
也许....我并不爱你吧

来日方长
到时间才揭纱  吧

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Like mouse

Everyday mouse, mice, mouse and mice.

Can't suppress the urge to kill all the escaped rat in animal house. God damn it!

Everyday something will happen to our FYP mice, WHY?! GOD, TELL ME WHY?!
I need to redo my treatment group 3! Cause half of them died! REDO man......its REDO!
and...and my treatment group 1 & 2 still have 8 mice left! If they continue enter the netherworld, I AM GOING TO REDO MY FYP YA'KNOW!

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Deep condolences

Things will not happen as we wish i guess.
I can't accept death. I realized.
Things i treasure most may just withering away in any seconds.
I don't even want to think about it, i don't think i can handle the emotional tsunami at all.
I guess life will not be the same when you lose someone you loved.

I'm in such an awkward age right now, not a teenager, but not mature enough to handle my family.
How am i suppose to do in the next one year?
Should i fly somewhere else to build my own world?
Or i should just stay and enjoy the life along with my loved family...

Things will not get easy on me i guess.

Monday, August 16, 2010

老鼠乐

最近吃很多纤维,也不懂为什么。
水果一直买,一直买,买了苹果 又买番石榴,
然后又买橙,
菜呢,也一直买。
突然发现南瓜很好吃,到目前为止已经吃掉4个了,夸张吧。

昨天又不懂发什么神经,去煮了一大锅的燕麦加豆奶。
晚上手痒去按“美食大三通”看到Sri Lanka 的美食
突然很想吃肉,跑去cafe 打包 roti telur参着两种酱料吃。
一边看“美食大三通”一边吃我加蛋的 “手帕饼”
我终于明白 为什么CT & Lion 会在看“美食大三通”的时候一直吃了,呵呵。

这几天一直在想马来新年时要不要跟秀回家
不过这次的期末假期 我都不能回家,因为要跟我的老鼠玩,玩足20个星期。
希望菩萨保佑我能回家过新年,保佑保佑。

Friday, August 13, 2010

Proxy freak & lucky theory

Recently i don't know what is the matter with me....
My laptop is officially spoiled, i mean the hard disk.....the second time! So i need to spend another RM180 for a brand new Samsung hard disk which tag with 2 years warranty *relieved*
RM50 for Windows 7 and another RM15 for cooling pad....

I'm in love with Window 7~! Its so cool!!! I love its graphic, effect, i mean all!!
Keep playing with it and ignoring my assignments for the whole day when i get my laptop back =D

On top of that, i found the proxy for accessing all the blocked site and it is SUPER FAST!
However, we still need to login to our USpot aka U SEPIT  >.<
I have tried to track back to our USpot's own proxy ID by using tracert but its still the same proxy (172.16.110.33 port 80) but i think when they upgrade the USpot last month which last for 3 weeks they had added router between the user (thats mean us) and USpot, so the proxy i mentioned before is not more usable to access internet without login to USpot.....

Today, when i was in Mid Valley, i realised that my aging Nokia 2600's speaker is malfunctioning, i can hear you but you can't hear me....
Oh my god.....that means i need to buy a new one for real now.....or i just need to throw it on the floor and let it get some "reverse" damage then it will back to normal again.

There it goes again, the trip.
This time is my graduation trip. I'm so sorry, i'm not rich enough to travel overboard unless i definitely will spend below RM1000 for the whole trip include flight ticket, accommodation, this and that.
So, i plan to opt for island trip, yay! Redang! Kapas! Anywhere as long as i can snorkeling for whole day!
Next year January, i hope this trip will be a success =)

Dear sisters, I am officially telling all of you.
This time, I will grow my hair for SURE!
You will see me in looooong hair during my graduation ceremony!
Don't say i will give up in the middle anymore kay? hahhaa.....

I know a lot had happened to you (plural form), between you and between us, maybe i seems to give up but i'm not a quitter on our ship =) Love you all~

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Uspot is back

I've been searching back door for uspot and i'm come across some UPM student complained bout this USpot.
One of them said USpot is called U SEPIT at their hostel, haahha....cause its only give you 40 hours limit per week and they are not allowed to online after 1am.
Wow, i seriously don't know they can't online after 1 though....and this is sux.....

Finally, after so many weeks we wait till our neck become longer and longer, USpot finally come.
Some of my coursemates and juniors can't bear the "NO USPOT-NO INTERNET-NO LIFE" syndrome and opt for broadband.
I keep resist my urge to surf for 25 days! 25 days! It's my new record! Congratz me pls....
I normally wouldn't online during my semester break cause i will be WORK work work like hell....

Broadband, i definitely will go for Celcom Student package with the speed limit is 389kbps and volume limit is 5Gb. 
Ya, i know the speed is damn slow but at K17, this is the speed you will get no matter what high tech modem you use.
But hey, luckily U SEPIT is back!
I still can use ultrasurf or freegate for some website that kena sepit or blocked, wahahaha!

Monday, July 26, 2010

Abuse act

My dearest Bob said i am abusing my laptop.
The "G" on my keypad need to be stick on it with sellotape, my touchpad's left and right button become mutton....

I'm not abusing it.
I'm just typing msn......chit chat in the forum....download stuff....thats all.....

But apparently, my little blackie keep complaining bout my abuse act.
Hard disk spoilt....
Now...it started to rebel! Keep restart itself until it feel "song".
According to professional, its either my hard disk or my mother board got problem....

Then, Bob and Kak Fizah said it again. "You are abusing your laptop." Booo......

Sunday, July 25, 2010

USpot hater

Why only Blok B don't have internet?!
why the hell i get some news that the people responsible of this will come over to "see" our condition in DECEMBER?!?!?!?!?! WTF!! 

Broadband broadband......my money not as broad as i wish......
Celcom VS Maxis......
I've been living like ancient cave Homo sapiens...
No Facebook, No anime, No manga, No novel, nothing bout finding my FYP......
Im not sure i should wait it to resume its connection or i just fly to The Mines and buy the broadband..... 

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Mr. M

I am so sad.
cause i've been rejected by Mr. M........
I am so depressed.
cause Mr. M is leaving me away.....and getting further away.....
I need to buy a brand new handphone *cough* sorry, no iphone 4 cause Mr. M is not by my side.....
I need to pay my debt to my hostel and this and that....
I sincerely hope Mr. M will come back to me ASAP cause i don't want to be a dead meat ASAP.....

Monday, June 28, 2010

消化不良

坦白说,对我的supervisor,我除了感激 还是感激。
最后一天,她给了我很诚恳的忠告。
她说,我缺乏自信,可是对自己喜欢的事很积极。
她也说,我对我的未来没什么大期望,没什么抱负。

她对我说,她一路走来的心声,从毕业出来只做个千二块的薪水 而且又不related他的course的工,
半工半读去读master,一边做工一边做自己master的research,到后来被召去应征这份工的两个月空窗期里,把以前degree到所有的东西重新读过,充分的准备,不让自己之前的努力白费。到得到这份工,必须从沙捞越来到吉隆坡,在没有任何住宿和交通的情况下,住在IMR对面的廉价酒店。。。

她一边说 眼眶有时还泛着泪光,我看得出她的“苦尽甘来”的感触,看得出她想告诉我的是什么。

每个人都说“机会在你眼前,就要狠狠的抓住它”,可是我自知 我从来都不敢去抓住这些机会,还质疑它的可靠性 。

这次,我了解到。
我想深造,其实是抱着逃避的心态,因为对外界的不肯定,也对自己不肯定。
我发现,其实 我想守株待兔。
其实 我一直都不敢踏出我的comfort zone。

一年后,我能找到要的吗?
我不知道,我只知道 我现在还不能完全消化那天复杂的感觉。
那天,在毫无预计的情况下,我们结束了这话题,我也完全来不及把我的话告诉她,只是匆匆忙忙的又跑过去和她合照留念,然后我们就这样的,结束了我们的实习。
直到 Zul 要回宿舍的那时刻,我才发现,我们结束了我们的实习,也许不再见面了,突然无法消化这感觉,我只能与她约在下次回来找我们的supervisor和另个朋友,希望我们能再续这段友谊。

我想,我变了。我真的变了。

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

No title

Too many things happened recently.

Read a new manga "Gekka No Kimi" which is loosely based on Tale of Genji, like it!

UKiss came Malaysia, and yes....Dayana get the chance to hug one of them and a lot of "to-be-continue" stuff happened between them, kind of envious but i can't bear to burn my RM120 for the fanmeeting ticket >_>
and she talking bout diet as her BMI is 20....kind of fed up with her "obsession", you look great as you are now okay?! Whatever. Its your life.

Went to korean cuisine at Jang sok chun aka 장수촌 or 长寿村 at Ampa ng just now for my BBQ dinner.
Wanted to try tteokbogi aka 炒年糕 but too full. Sigh...tomorrow need to puasa dy....
Drink a bit Soju aka 烧酒 (Attention: kids are not allowed) and realized i can blush!
Well, i've been not sleeping well for few days, hope this alcohol drink will do the job.

Changed to Bacteriology department this week, stay in mycobacterium lab for 2 days.
See all the pus, sputum, CSF, pleural fluid, i hardly believe i can still have my meal till now...urgh....
Learnt, or i should say "observe" Real time PCR, conventional PCR, preparation of agarose gel, run electrophoresis and DNA extraction from clinical specimen.

Drank my 1st Choya Umeshu aka 梅酒 when i work at Low Yat.
IT IS DAMN DELICIOUS!
I shall buy the big bottle when i get my money! Woohoo!
Get to know my senior Jun Zheng better (Attention: 此君政非彼君政) through out the work as he ran away and left me behind when i was caught by security guard >_>
Still, he is a friendly person, erm...innocent maybe? hahha....i don't know, you tell me.

and.....
Siew....i love you. I am sincerely loving you. Thankyou for all you've done to me, i am touched.
I love you =)

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Blue han-gul

The only thing i am disappointed with is my korean.
I have been thinking since i saw my korean result. "Is this my level?" "Is this it?!" "F**k!"
I have no idea what is going on......
Am i not hardworking enough? i think so...........................
Am i too ignorant bout my level? too carried away? i think so..........................
I don't know. I don't know.
I am f**king sad, honestly.
Despite of my fanatic bout korean songs, this and that, this is what i got.
May be i am just now serious bout this, may be i didn't put enough effort, may be.....
I'm not even close to sad or moody when i failed other subject, why.....why this subject...??
Tried not to think so much....but my heart is aching.........damn sad, damn moody.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Mycotoxin in rice?!

Formally informed that mycotoxin also present in rice.
Today i am having a bengkel from Stable Arm sdn bhd, i think it is a distributor company cause a person from LCTech (base at Germany) come and show us the machine.Uhum, sorry, there is no any yan dau blue eyes ang moh, just a malaysian LOL

First. GPC aka Gel Permeation Chromatography.
The thing i understand is this thing is the latest alternative for SPE aka Solid phase extraction, which is automated and lots more advantages lah...

Second. AcceClean....something like SPE but automated & capable of analyse more sample.

Third. AflaREAD & OtaREAD ELISA kits which are used to detect mycotoxin.
The AflaREAD kit detect alfa-toxin and the OtaREAd kit detect ochratoxin.
hm.................
Afla = alfa  & Ota =  Ochra
Ota = Otak-otak?!
cold............................................

The presentation bout the mycotoxin makes me wonder (like Maroon 5)
looks exactly like lecture note. WTF....
Looks like mycotoxin also has it golden rules : got fungi doesn't mean got mycotoxin, no fungi doesn't mean no mycotoxin, we don't know why fungi produce this bloody hell mycotoxin and we don't know when they produce them also. 了吗?

Actually it is his ring that occupied my mind.
Well, i don't know how to differentiate between engagement ring and marriage ring so i just assume it is a marriage ring then. hm...maybe i should investigate the differences between both ring.
It is so dazzling even though it look as it have been used for quite some time.
The ring is so shining like saying :"Hey, im married!" and i was so damn sleepy till i don't even care whatever the person yapping about and keep looking at the ring.
Well, i can tell that the guy is really proud and confident with the mycotoxin ELISA kit as he been doing mycotoxin before this, hope one day i will have something which i am proud to talk about, like what he was doing just now. Peace.

Mycotoxin present in rice, dates, dried chili, peanut, peanut butter, corn and lots more stuff.
I think he had inspire the researchers at the venue to do something bout analyse mycotoxin level in rice as we analyse it in animal food but never did it on our main food - rice.
He done a really good job today, thanks him, StableArm and IMR for this exposure LOL

Dr Nurul from the PAH analysis project i followed few weeks ago asked me :"Did you get what you want here?" as she asking us when we finish our internship there.
Without hesitation, i answered :"Yes."
She said :"Thats good."
Sincerely, i get more than i expected over here. Total exposure to research field. 
Furthermore, strengthen my determination to further study =)
and i am kind of addicted to their library, lots of books! I mean the books i am willing to read! God knows i never sit down properly to read something except about gossip. LOL
Till now, i still think i'm been blessed all this while. Thank you =)

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Shojo manga fever

Recently read too much manga, all bout Shojo / romance.
Except for the Bleach.

Sometimes, i feel a bit awkward, or rather i should say "emo" bout the ending of those romance stories.
I've been thinking bout this for a while.
Okay. First, the growing affection between the boy and the girl.
Then, confession.
After that, conflict or obstacles you may say.
Then, end with marriage or something else.

I'm not saying that i don't want a happy ending (who don't want a happy ending lar?!)
but the thing keeps bothering my mind is : "What happened after that?"

Okay, maybe a simple normal life for the couple, just simple happiness.
Or, something slash in and they break apart.
Then? I don't get it. What will happened next...........the cycle comes again?
I don't understand.

I admit that i like to have an eternal love like what have been illustrated in Twilight Saga series, but still...i still thinking....what's next?

Maybe this is beyond my comprehension, but my mind keep puzzled by this.
Or it is just simply because i desire something different, different than the "normal cycle".

Monday, May 31, 2010

Malaysia's thought bout *beep*

Yeap. I fall sick again.
Flu. AGAIN.
I hate this part, nah, not going to sing like pussycat dolls. Sore throat. Can't be a karaoke star in my room now.

Read a book called "Symposium on human sexuality", published in 1980, and YES. Made in Malaysia.
Do you believe it? they done all these research before 1980!
Truly S.H.O.C.K.  =.=||
Thanks to this "book", i know lots of stuff. Explain a lot of sexual myths. However, the homosexual part is not well studied. Maybe its Malaysia after all.
All the research are done by Malaysian, i can see some professors' name and some universities' name.

Another book is something bout the spinal injury and sexuality, which written in Mandarin.
And yes.
Before this book, im sincerely, truly, honestly believe that people who suffer spinal injury & complete / incomplete paralyzed are incapable of having sexual intercourse, or rather i should say they reach the "Nirvana" stage. No desire, no, nothing.
Obviously i was wrong. Totally wrong. From the beginning till the end =.=||

My lesson of the day : Human is a miracle.


P.S why the librarian give me this kind of face? i'm not doing any crime okay?! Duh...

Friday, May 28, 2010

Dosai, dhosai, tosai, thosai, dvashi?

Yeap. Had my oily dosai at the mamak restaurant near IMR.
It is really big till i can last for 7 hours, not too sour but delicious! I still prefer it to be not so oily though....


And, i've been trying to resume my k-pop dance life back.
Slack off for 6 months *DENG* and lost my chance to join Dayana's SHINee dance crew and they WON!!!
THEY ARE GOING TO KOREA!!! ARGH!! THEY ARE GOING TO ATTEND MUSIC BANK! ARGH!
moreover, the Koh wen qiang is having his industrial training in KOREA!! KOREA! YOU KNOW?!
I am damn envious.......................................................................=((((((((((((((((((((((((

Well, resume my dance life is because i'm fxxking bored with my current life.
Well, its not a life at all. It a piggy life.
Eat, sleep, online, read novel, browse here browse there, jalan-jalan, watch anime.
And Yes, you are right. I'm doing all these during my "work time" and after my "work time".
So, can you understand my frust now?

Luckily, today is my dance day.
Tomorrow is my reunion with my lovely Huiying sister =) along with Kangning, hehehe....
Anticipating..... =D

Friday, May 21, 2010

言。情。

看着最新的死神 Bleach 第271集,到最后无法忍耐到下个礼拜才出的下一集
几乎是立即,马上,去下载它的漫画,一直看到最新一章。
一个字。情。

Ulquiorra 所说的“心”,Ichigo 对Orihime 的“保护”
到 Tosen 对心爱的人的“正义”, 还有那只熊队长对 Tosen 的“谅解”----都是情
感触太多,发现死神已经要 show down了,有点感慨
因为私低下,我是希望Ulquiorra 与Orihime之间有个真正的结局,没法子了,只好看看FanFiction来解瘾。

有时发现自己对感情上还是个小孩子,
希望我喜欢的人不讨厌我,希望能在有限的朋友圈里找到几个能交心的人
也许我太幼稚了,也许我奢求太多,也许他并不是我以为的那么不讨厌我,
或许我真的是涉世不深,看得不多,
或许我还是学不乖,性子太冲动,太自以为是,
或许,是时候该转身退后
或许。。。一切都是我的错。

Thursday, May 13, 2010

第二轮就failed了

今天 Super 问我们这几天的收获,第一轮我险胜,第二轮就刷下来了。。。。唉。。。

虽然我很懒,不读书,不上进,不喜欢用脑,可是我的头脑还是年轻的okay?
可是太久没有用了,还是有点老化。
昨天没有带纸笔的情况下,死命记下三个 research proposal的所有内容,呼。。。
发现我的 “死命记就记得到” 还是没退步,哈!

Super 问起来,我才发现我真的很懒
所有的 extraction process 到底要 extract 的是什么我都不知道,
我只知道要验跟测量PAH (Polycyclic Aromatic Hydrocarbon)而已,
每个步骤的目的和 end product 是什么也不知道,
我才想到:“哎呀!她 expect 我们很像上次那个“李冷汗”酱 expect 我们酱什么都要知道啊啊啊啊!!”
我还以为我还保有上次的那种态度,原来我是太懒,连我学的都懒掉了。。。

明天她就要我们交上个星期的报告了,我之前还跟我隔壁讲说,我这个人很懒啦,她最好给我个 time limit 然后我才会“发奋图强”去做功课~
结果,她今天就叫我们明天交,我实在是没话讲了。。。自己拿石头砸自己的脚。。。

不过说真的,在这个部门学的都不是我其他同学所学的 routine work,我学到的是怎样去做一个研究,知道的都是比较广的范围。
比起其他同学,或许我没有 hands on 去 run test or analysis, 可是我看到的,他们教我的,我都了。

今天 Super 谈起她第一次来 IMR 做工看到的 quote.

"There are, in effect, two things, to know and to believe one knows; 
to know is science;
to believe one knows is ignorance."
- Hippocrates

坦白说,我也看到这篇匾额在 EHRC 那里,当时的确有打了一棒,也许我太懒了,忽略了身为研究人员的认知,真的很希望这次的实习能让我“焕然一新”,呵呵。。。

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Blue Saturday

Its Saturday, i am freaking tired even i slept for over 12 hours.
Gosh, i hate this kind of life, nothing to learn, nothing to do and nothing to anticipate for......

Realize that i wouldn't see my senior buddy, Tiffany around so frequent anymore as they are graduating soon.

Somehow i feel paiseh to her cause i am not a good junior for her.....not filial to her....
For all these years i don't think we are really that close, i also don't know why. But luckily, this semester we are getting closer (i think?).

I've been wasting all my time on stupid stuff i guess, I'm not study hard enough, I'm not playing hard enough too.

Kind of regret and feeling blue out of nothing.....

Download so many anime and read so many novel in 5 days.

Everyday I'm sitting in the office doing nothing, luckily i have my laptop with me, at least i can read some novel, listen to music~

BUT I STILL WANT TO LEARN SOMETHING!!!!
CAN YOU FEEL MY AGONY?!?!?!!!



Well, it is a blue Saturday.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

IMR: Thoughts bout UKM & UPM Biomedics

IMR = Institute of Medical Research.

Well, it is a historical place coz it born 1900. Believe it? its 100+ years old!

I've been allocate to EHRC (Environmental Health Research Centre).

Seriously, i hope i can do some "routine work" which is dealing with all the biological sample, this and that.
But, for this time. Nope. I will do more coursework like prepare research proposal, find journal and observe other researchers' project.

Met a UKM Biomedics. Honestly, i think their course and subjects are way better than us apart of some subjects are using BM.
Their courses are more pack, more intensive and MORE PUSHING.
I mean, its not like UPM is not pushing at us, it is just not enough.
See, each semester they got 7 subjects (we maximum got 6?) , lab work are real lab work (not like us, 2pm to 5pm, 4pm we already run off....), more field trip, more exposure.
Biostat, our killer. They took it for 2 semester - Biostat & Biostat Advance. They have done questionnaire, collect data then analyse them.
Us? no assignment. No proper lab tutoring.
We have no more Teras subject starting our final year, but they still have teras subject every semester.
The one i really envious of is one course ( i forgot the name) includes 2 module : Toxicology & Histopatholoy.
For the Toxico, they have it for 6 weeks. every day they got lab, every day they got new assignment. From handling animals, restrain, force feeding, injection, take blood sample to sacrifice the animals and take samples.
They learn all bout the equipments in lab, every component within them during their 1st sem.
Seriously, i have nothing to say bout us. I have nothing to tell.

For their kolej activities. Trust me, for the sake of merit, we will join everything, this is what i thought. However, after i heard what she said. i knew their activities are WAY MORE MEANINGFUL than us.

Compared to me, i am damn carefree.
The reasons i can think about our UPM situation are:
1. We have our 1st test, 2nd test and final exam.
Basically, we are having exam every weeks if the exam schedule is "unlucky" for us.
When you are having examsssss like that, how you can join activities either academic purpose or kolej activities with a peace of mind?

2. We are just too exam-orientated.
Everything we study, we think bout our exams, not bout gaining new knowledge.
With this kind of mind set, we can't go far.
Peer pressure bout marks, all bout marks, what bout the knowledge? I don't think people will give a shit bout it when everyone around you talk about marks marks and MARKS.

3. Marking system.
Why we so easy to get an A for a subject? I think all my coursemate are having pretty good GPA/ CGPA, but is that our real marks?
I am so hoping that our marking system will be very strict right from the start. Then we will know our real level, our real marks.
When things are going easy for me, i will take advantage of it.
and I don't want to pour all my blood and sweat out for an A that anyone can get it with just a little more effort.

and shit.
i knew i've been hibernating for too long. I taste the fruit. and it is no U-turn or Rewind.
damn it.

K, enough for the lament.

EHRC. Yeap. This week maybe is a really EMPTY week.
But, i am looking forward for the next week: Project bout seafood contamination.
No hands-on but really hoping that i will learn something that i won't be able to learn at other place.
Wish me luck!

Friday, April 23, 2010

心系于喜

看到姝频这么幸福,我真的很开心。

她真的很快乐,很甜蜜。

很喜欢。好像看到一件我很喜欢的东西酱。

很久了,没有真正的笑。

这几天,托了秀和顺杨的福,我过得很快乐。真的,太开心了。

若有一天他们真的在一起或结婚,我是第一个狂笑的人。哈哈哈。。。

刚刚看到姝频的合照,知道她很快乐,我很欣慰。

愿他们长长久久,嘻!

Bleach anime last filler!

Bleach currently reach 267 episodes. Starting from episode 266, they back on their track.

I count. There were around 8 months Bleach been giving us filler episode.
All are craps. Cause Bleach is about action. Fighting scene.

Now, the one i waited for 1 years will going on action in the upcoming episode 268 "Orihime's dillema".
It all started when i know there is a lot of fanfiction on Ulquiorra & Orihime.
I get to know that eventually Ulquiorra turned to ash and reach for Orihime. I don't believe it. Even after i purposely went and find the manga that show the scene.
Frankly, im been avoiding to admit that he is dead ( i mean in the manga). Keep finding the peace from all the story bout the mutual feeling between both of them and life after he turn to ash or their encounter in total different situation.

Finally, the time is come. He will turn to ash for sure.
Luckily, the producer team of the anime gives us slight of hope. Show us some jealousy reaction of Ulquiorra and the feeling of Orihime towards him.

They asked the writer. Is Ulquiorra dead? He didn't answer it.
Personally, i hope they will end up together and away from the conflict.

JJ Lin's "无法克制" remind me of the feeling of him towards her. 苹果香的肌肤....温柔弧度...

I'm been emo recently and i don't know why. I guess life is too much 遗憾 for me.

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Masic & Masamixes K-bootie Vol 3

Secret's new song "Magic" keep singing the same phrase.

MASIC

Which is Magic music, hahhahaha....

initially people around K-pop world like "WHAT?! are they singing the wrong sentence?!" "Wow, korean's english pronunciation is really bad...."

Then they tell us that MASIC is nothing wrong at all cause its magic music, ahhaha...

really feel ORZ of their creativity >.<

ANother MASIC is MasaMixes! yup! The K-bootie Vol. 3 is out!!!
WOOHOO!!! Still downloading...sorry for uspot's slowness.... =.=
I never thought BigBang's Lollipop + Lady Gaga's Telephone will be this sync!
cause i never give a damn bout the Lollipop CF pun....
except for the Lollipop they did with 2NE1 la...

Here you are!

Thursday, April 8, 2010

Hanakaseru Seishonen 花咲ける青少年


It is a pure romance anime & of course with some adventure.

I wanted to try some new genre of anime so i pick this anime. Plus, the boys are damn cute & handsome, hahahah....

The story is around a girl named Kajika, she play the marriage game with her father to have her own life or she will need to fulfill her destiny. 3 guys been selected by her father but the boys are not awaring anything of this. As the story goes on, they develop friendship and love as well. However, as my expectation, she end up with the boy - Li Ren, a leader of Huang empire, 20 and Singaporean who is not even in the husband candidate list. LOL

Kajika destiny? All about her birth, or more precisely, her father's birth related to the "Raginei" country.

The boys are the eye-candy for me =))))) but they are not as handsome as those in my upcoming romance anime list.
but, the story line is not too bad.
It is a fresh air among my 热血 anime.

The funny thing in this anime is they talk about Malaysia, Singapore and the "Raginei" country actually is our Brunei.....

the most funny thing is the name of the "King of Modernization" of the country is called MAHATHI. You get it? MAHATHI........
Ah, guess which one of the boy in the pic above is the Li Ren??? hahhaah....hint: he is a chinese.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

DCE & K-fever

Another thing, DCE.
Tomorrow is my DCE final exam, and i dun understand why people around me are stressed over this.
Maybe i'm too slack off and away from the stress too long and become numb for everything happened around me.

AND my korean is going to level 3, at least that is what i hope.
Frankly, im hurt by the fact that dr kim is giving us an easier final exam paper to ensure all of us will going to level 3.
It hurts my feeling somehow.
I want to know what is my level after 2 semester of study and liking Korean language.
On the other hand, actually i'm not putting enough effort for this new hobby...that's why my korean is still s**k like a KInDERGARDEN.

Weather is getting hotter day by day.
And i've got my FYP title =)
doing something on pharmacology field, cancer and stuff.
ITS GOING TO BE A GOOD GOOD YEAR AHEAD, GOD BLESS ME =)

I just informed that one of my senior is dating with the 1st year O.O
and i just know that Mr. K couple with Miss Mustika Ratu before, and due to the shyness of Mr. K & both of them were not really ready for it, they broke up somehow.
Hmm....actually i'm doubt of the fact that Mr. K's shyness when it comes to relationship. Well, it is just out of my expectation as he is such a ..............dramatic? person, ahahah....sorry ya Mr.K XD

Called my mother =)
Condition of going back home for one week? COOK DINNER EVERY NIGHT.
I guess i'm going back to my secondary school time again as i was the one cook every meal everyday.

Chiaosu.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Pandora Hearts 潘多拉之心 & Pandora Hearts Original Soundtracks


I just finished this anime. Spent 1 day to finish the whole series.

Frankly, the front part did not amazed me. But, my spec did pecah after that. LOL

It explains the time when he - Oz Bezarius turned 15 and having his adult ceremony. At the time he touch the stopped clock to give his vow, the clock start to tik tok. He dragged into abyss and become the illegal contractor with B-rabbit (Bloody rabbit) which take a human young girl form to break out from the abyss.

Well, this is a bit too simple to put a word on the situation he experienced down there and up there - in the real world.

Story goes by as Alice, the B-rabbit searching for her scattered memories. All the characters of this anime is surrounding the "Tragedy of Sablier". Sabrie, a town/ city dragged down into Abyss 100 years ago.

Oz, Alice & Gilbert. The 3 main actor on the stage of Sabrie town.

The only thing i truly like this anime is the soundtrack and the growing of the mysteries behind what happened at Sabrie 100 years ago. They are damn echoing. Fit the story so right and speaks the emotion of it.

My favourite of all. Pandora Hearts & Bloody rabbit. The most echoing melodies of all.

You may not feel the same way as i am when you listen to the soundtracks but wait until you watch the anime and feel the music, you will know what i mean.

The ending of the Pandora Hearts leaves so much mysteries behind.
What is the sin of Oz?
Who is Oz actually? The Jack Bezarius?
Who is Alice?
Who is the Will of Abyss?
What happened 100 years ago?

I am expecting the new season of this anime cause the ending is not enough for me.
The manga is still on-going (currently till 47 chapter), i will definitely pursue this Pandora Hearts till the last of the mysteries revealed.

Re-watch this series? definitely =)
It gives the dark black chill of thrill to me. Can't wait the sunlight to break through the Pandora Hearts.

Thanks to this, i managed to download the whole OST 1 & 2 of Pandora Hearts.
Pandora Hearts Original Soundtracks 1
Pandora Hearts Original Soundtracks 2 Part 1
Pandora Hearts Original Soundtracks 2 Part 2

Friday, April 2, 2010

장래희망

This is my second korean essay assignment. Even though its a bit too late, but I MADE IT TO LEVEL 2, YAY!!

장래희망 means future wish or in another word, your future hope.

Ta da!! Here it is!
"제 장래희망은 복잡이에요.
저는 많은 돈을 하고 싶어요.
운전도 배울 거에요.
그런다음, 저는 희망 좋은 직업을 얻을 수 있어요.
그래서, 앞으로에 저는 크는 집을 살 수 있어요.
저는 자동차도 살 겠어요.
저는 희망 제 가족이 잘할 거에요.
그때, 저와가족 함께 세계 여행하고싶어요.
장래에 저는 고향에 살고싶어요.
제 부모님 도 고향에 오고 싶어요.
저는 음악을 좋아해서 가수를 되고 싶어요.
그러나 이계획을 필요없어, 왜냐면 제가족은 중요이에요
."

I know it sounds a bit off but hahahha...we need make it to at least 10 sentences, so i put a little bit fiction inside my future hope.

Actually, i've been thinking about taking the TOPIK test (Test of Proficiency in Korean) after graduate. However, even if i get the official cert from UPM after get my Level 3 done, i am not even close to the kindergarden korean language's stardard.

KINDERGARDEN..... pfff.....can you imagine that? not even close.

I came across some info from a person i knew from twitter, she is a NTU student and completed Level 5 of TOPIK test in 1 year (if im not mistaken).
Well, she is amazing cause i bet she can talk like native korean now and im still a kindergarden >.<

There is another test which is soley testing your speaking and listening skills and you still get your TOPIK cert. I thought it could be a good idea but eventually i found that it is damn difficult.

You see, the native korean speaks like native chinese, you can get lots of slang, self-made words and all sorts stuff.
I tried to listen to our beloved Dr Kim and failed. The way he speak sounds like ALIEN to me!!!
I'm sure this is one hell long journey.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Fancy tool

I want a good pair of eyes, smart brain and a gut to manipulate people like what Jane did in "The Mentalist".

I want to conduct those experiments like what Walter did in "Fringe" to explore the wonder of science...

I want to have the bright, bold and carefree personality like Luffy in "One Piece".

Most importantly, i want to have a try on those fancy tool in CSI, like the LCD screen table and bla bla bla... which i thought they are still haven't popularized in US, but yet i saw them in CSI New York...gosh, my hands are itchy now, when i will get my hands on these little sweet stuffs? 5 years later? OH NO, i will die of running out of patience later....

Friday, March 12, 2010

Oh, Peter

First time ever, i feel the rush from watching horror / thriller movie...

Fringe is certainly blowing off my mind with questions, answers and MORE questions + mystery.

Sometimes, i just don't get it. Why would people love to watch horror movie? They scare the hell out of me for sure, even Supernatural will do the job.

BUT, i did get the so-called "excitement" from Fringe.

I guess this is what those horror-movie lovers are going for, right? the thrill.

and...............they almost kissed!!
Peter is from another universe, so the Peter from this universe is dead and the dorky Walter is pulling this Peter from there loh...? Wow, this is what human are able to do as nothing is impossible when comes with human. Freaking anticipating the next episode!

oh, little on the k-pop stuff.
Brian Joo is doing his single "In my head" originally from Jason Derulo. He is a bit cute, a bit lah....
2NE1's new MV "Try to follow me" is a bit too flashy for me, hmm...still good though.

Chiaosu.

Monday, March 8, 2010

A.N.JELL

就在这个韩剧“原来是美男啊”/ “미남이 시네요"的烧快要褪的时候,竟然给我发现这个...



너 때문에 나의 심장을 두근두근어요, 이감정이 옳지 않아요...

他长发真的很帅,他们真的是太美了。。养眼,哈哈哈!他应该演古装片的,而且是中国像什么天外飞仙那种。

如果这部韩剧还有第二季,我就晕倒了....

Thursday, March 4, 2010

During my Biostastistic Test 2....

During my Biostatistic test 2.....wind blow....creepy.....cold.....
it made me feel im going to die this time....for real.....
im dying for this.....=S

I guess this is the end for my biostastistic.....so long, my "dearest subject"...

By the way, You're Beautiful 미남이 시네요 in my collection now!!!

After Inuyasha anime, im collecting Gintama now, hahhahha!
The Mentalist really blow off my mind. i like everyone in the series <3>The cocky Jane, the attractive boss Lisbon, the cool and cute Cho, the shy Risgby and the lovely Van Pelt, hehehe....

.::K-pop Box::.
Latest K-pop trend: Kara "Lupin" ; T-ara "너 때문에 미쳐"
New release K-pop MV: D-NA "
동경소년" ; Beast "Shock"
My current fav: One Way "Magic"

Monday, March 1, 2010

Broken necklace

It just putus like that. When i tried to adjust my pendant.

I think it's the right time, freed me from the shackles.

I'm terribly sick at this time, subconsciously doing the thing i loved to do for the whole time and doing them unconsciously.

Now, i'm back. The one with nothing on her neck and wrist.

I'm not going to find the new necklace nor pendant for now as i just taste the sweetness of freedom.

Until then, the broken necklace will be placed in my collection, till the next rule comes in.

How sad it is. Just when i realize i am imagining things. Things that shouldn't be real at all.

Friday, February 26, 2010

Sick worm attack!

Officially sick after the enjoyable CNY --> Seoul Garden's korean buffet ---> Dr.Kim's korean cuisine at his house.

CNY = a lot of biscuit, home cooked food, drinks and bla bla bla;

Seoul Garden = barbecued chicken, ice-kacang (which end up quite awful due to the raw green bean, yucks...) and plenty of ice-cream + corn flakes;

Dr Kim's house = OMFG~! 10 KG of PORK, 3-LAYER PORK!!! Korean alcoholic beverage which are 참이슬 “真露烧酒” from Jinro company and 막걸리 (its like Malaysian's tapai)!

I have to admit that im drinking too much back then, getting a bit tipsy, hhahah...luckily didn't do anything stupid hahahah....
Personally, i prefer the 막걸리 than the 참이슬cause it is just too alcohol...19.5%....but Dr kim's wife offer to make cocktail with the 참이슬 using fruit or vege, but we turn down the offer as we can't fit anything more...

PS: huhu...missed the chance of tasting it...wuwu....deep down in my heart, i was screaming "Yes! Oh yes!" but....haih....never mind...sure got another chance afterward..im sure =)

No la, we can't even finish 3kg of the pork, too full with the seafood pancake, mashed potato pancake, homemade kimchi by Dr Kim's wife herself and plenty of delicious side dishes!

Now, with my herbal drink, trying to cool down the effect of all the barbecue meat and alcohol, im putting up a white flag. Sick worm, you're the winner...... = /

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

李健《傳奇》 - 王菲2010於中國央視春晚上演唱之歌曲

下列是Youtube的link...

李健《傳奇》王菲2010複出演唱歌曲原版

王菲 傳奇 2010央視春節聯歡晚會 HD


《傳奇》

只是因為在人群中多看了你一眼
再也沒能忘掉你容顏
夢想著偶然能有一天再相見
從此我開始孤單思念

想你時你在天邊 
想你時你在眼前
想你時你在腦海 
想你時你在心田

寧願相信我們前世有約
今生的愛情故事不會再改變
寧願用這一 生等你發現
我一直在你身旁 
從未走遠

简单的歌词,简单的曲调。
传奇 是指这一瞥的爱情故事

前几天看到一位老友的部落格,
她说她找到那个让她说"I see you"的人了,
真的很替她高兴,i mean有几个人能让你说这些话的。。。?
遇到了,时间对了,时机到了,就星光灿烂 咚咚咚锵


有人说搞什么Robert Patinson 这么出名?
我说 因为他代表着Eternal love,对吧。

PS: 我想遇到那个能让我说shmily的人.....不过应该么这么快吧,呵呵

Monday, February 22, 2010

睡 越

岁月 等于 睡觉 + 越轨。

哪儿越轨了?
时间越轨了。

睡觉呢?
让时间流了。

那我在这干啥?
就没干嘛,没事找事呗。

老了吗?
对呀,老啦。
就是因为老了,才会酱想呀。

这啥话呀?!?
废话呵。

Thursday, February 11, 2010

새해 복 많이 받으세요!

新年快乐!
HAppy new year! WOOHOO!!!

going back to my hometown in 12 hours....
huhu....meet girlfriends and boyfriends and i will be away from my fanfic, my k-pop, my anime, my shojo manga, my Queen, my forum for 10 days =)

前天看了“大日子“,很温馨,很搞笑!
让我有家的感觉,真的是马来西亚的土产,哈哈!
很久没看这么又好笑 又废 又有意思的电影了,
也终于了了我唱歌的心愿,过过唱歌的瘾,
之前一直喉咙不舒服,有点担心以后不能开怀大唱,呵呵,
所以那天死拼命的唱唱唱唱,唱到不能唱为止,哈哈哈哈哈哈!


祝大家跟大家,新年快乐!万事如意!财源广进!风调雨顺!大吉大利! (嗯,我会吃很多柑的,呵呵。。)
来年见咯!

Monday, February 8, 2010

Lesson of the day : Zero tolerance to sexual harassment

Definition of sexual harassment : as long as you feel uncomfortable.

Next time, i will take action and be bold. and kacha!!!!! GIVE YOU HELL!!

full stop.

Thursday, February 4, 2010

My latihan industri

My ideal choice is General Hospital Batu Pahat, and yet, because of some MOU "Memorandum of understanding" problem. Health department of Johor reject my application.

So, i moved to my next choice....Pantai Premier pathology lab, and other lab as well for example BP lab, Path lab, Clinical Path lab, Gribbles la this and that la, i even find some unknown company...eg: Pak Tani Lab??? omfg......

Damn frustrated....no mood, moody, bad mood.....

Plus, there is a vacancy at Hospital Putrajaya, but i have no transport at all....thinking bout rent a room at the green flat which is near to the hospital, but according to dayana, they usually seek for malay girl....E#$^^&&(*%#@!@(*

So, now, the Jaya Tekno or Jelaran Tekno company which suppose to located at my hometown - Batu Pahat, saying if i want train at their company, i need to stay at Kluang there, cause BP branch is nothing there but selling stuff i guess......

Now, i need transport, place to stay, money and this and that?!?!
1st, i dun wanna stay over other ppl house?!
2nd, i ain't f*ing rich girl who has a pretty car and pretty face and pretty money?!
3rd, i want to stay at my HOME!!!!!!!

SO, SHOULD I MAKE THE CALL OR NOT? i guess i have no choice at all since i don't want to watch my fellow coursemates' convo and im the only one not wearing the bloody hell graduation cloth (or cloak??)

Why life makes such a joke on me?!?!

Monday, February 1, 2010

姫神 Himekami

Accidentally, i found this video on youtube. Ya, its youtube again LOL But this is really resonance-ing.

Rarely i found peace or calm at any place since i left that place. The place i used to love and sitting there, look at the scene outside the window and do nothing. Just nothing.

The reason i talk about this Japanese musical group is they are the one who making those everlasting song or i should say music or sound that will blow a breath into your mind and sink you with the sensation you want to feel.

Here you go. The one i love the most "" by 姫神 or Himekami from Sennen Kairou 千年迴廊(2000) album.


video


Thursday, January 28, 2010

1.59 Charity Show presented by MYHOTTEST2PM 30/1/2010


Yeap, you got it right.

IT'S A CHARITY SHOW BY 2PM FANS!!

Well, as far as i know, there will be performances from ELF (Super Junior's fanclub), SS501 fanclub, SHAWOL (SHINee's fanclub) and more!!

All money collected will donate to.....erm...im not sure what is it this time, Haiti maybe?

I will be the camerawoman for SHAWOL's Jojo and Ring Ding Dong performance, yoohoo~
hehe....actually i just tag along dayana's group and join for the korean food, ㅋㅋㅋㅋ....

That is my event for tomorrow! Can't wait to see all the performance!

Malaysian fans fighting!! muaks <3!

Monday, January 25, 2010

Bioradiation 시험

오늘의 시험 완료, 하지만 다음 시험에 어려운 시험입니다...

에, 심심해....

저는 졸려요.....잠을 자요....안녕....

Monday, January 18, 2010

Tweet Tweet!

Yup. I'm officially addicted to twitter.

First, i start off with my me2day, which is a korean-self developed kind of twitter with a lot of feature like google map, upload photo, link, this and that. But..due to my very-not-so-fluent korean, im not really into it.


Actually i started Twitter way earlier than my me2day, hm....about one year ago, the time i start to get bored with facebook and try to approach my dance fever for CADC <3
Then, the twitpic loh.....


Now, i extend my hand to TweetDeck! im lovin' it! it can link to my facebook, twitpic and other stuff =)


And we got TwitLonger for those are long-winded.... hahhaha....
Last but not least, korean version of twitter! TwtKr!!! We can vote, google map and more! but still can't fully utilise it yet =(


Begin my journey to pursue Ouran High School Host Club manga, Bleach fanfiction esp Ulquiorra + Orihime!!! and other stuff too.
I wish i can recover totally from this mess, dun like the feeling of *gong gong* everyday.....
Aish, thats all, Ciaosu!