烦

很烦。。
无法专心上课。。
无法专心做功课。。
无法做任何事。。。
脑海里一直是他的身影，一直是他的脸，一直，一直。。。
下个星期三就是Immuno考试了，30 MCQ, 八份lecture notes.
Test 1的成绩很差，差到有点不知所措。。。
星期一要交一份厚厚的 lab report,而我到现在都还没开工。
一直在寻找他的痕迹。。。一线痕迹也好。。。

很烦，连睡觉都睡得很浅。
为什么让我看见他。。。为什么。。

Finally....

Finally....
i finish my AMB group assignment!!!
It need to pass up on this thursday and everyone is already finished their part as im still in the turtle mode....coz im not in UPM for whole week.
Pathogenesis of Vibrio vulnificus, i've done with you!
4 pages with 9 virulence factors : CPS, LPS, flagella, metalloprotease, cytolysin / hemolysin, iron, type IV pilin including 2 new findings - RTX toxin & phospholipase A.....
Plus 3 pages of references.....all the journal name is making my spinning & spinning around..
Now, im full with citation and mentally tired, but not physically coz im taking the 'drug'....start with "C..." which is not Carlsberg.

Yesterday MAKJASA III is tiring...10 hours non-stop at Equitorial Hotel + a break with mocha-cheese cake + a full stomach filling dinner~
Hope our choir is really making a difference, i like you all... All the choir member...really happy to be with you guys~

Just now around 11.30pm, we celebrate our coursemate - Ban shui's birthday.
ok, introducing...OBS = God of Biomedic => 4.00 in academic result
The birthday present is a cloth, a t-shirt maybe? duno...we just know its inside a red plastic bag.

My father will go to BP hospital tmr...duno what he want to do...hopefully he is not going there to scold the doctor =.=||

I left my earphone in beepee, so now waiting it come back in my life....
i can't live without it....im a music-addicted human.

Hope can start to practice Estrella - "stay" with melissa, as we will duet on K17 Idol, which will held on next week i think.....hmm....judging from my coursemates reaction toward the choice of song, its a popular and sweet song...for girls la~

Luckily tmr lecture is at 11am =D
luckily tmr no MGM lecture XD
really happy...coz i finally settle one of the most tough & tiring work in this sem in 8 hours (from 7pm till now lo...)

Tmr need to do my own journal punya summary liao,
need citation also, haha!
all about citation.....=.=

胡思乱想

一直在决定要不要去add他，
一直在想这样会不会太唐突？
一直在想：我是否很傻？
一直在想着他，
一直在想是否值得。。。
一直在想：会很奇怪吗？
有个老朋友在facebook说：“can ar, still human ah..”
我心想：“yala..but....”
到最后，把那个note删掉了。
一直跨不过那一层心里障碍，
一直在想。。算了吧。。还是就厚着脸皮吧。。
想了想 ： “啊～！不行啦！”
不可以！
太够力了！
不想要靠近后又失望，
他的国籍已经让我很失望了，
看到他的一些video已经很失望了，
唉。。。。。。。怎么办。。。。

disappointed

Everytime like this…..

Why he is a korean, not a malaysian, singaporean, taiwanese or a truly china chinese?

sucks…….#$%^&*…..

really disappointed….

hardly find out details about him then this kind of thing pop out….

i think i will never meet him…not even the smallest chance….

i dun want to find anymore….so tired about all the fact and reality i found out when i truly interested in something….sucks….what the hell….@#$%)(*&…..

都是你惹的祸

都是你的错，是你爱上我，让我无法自拔和你在一起，
你给我太多的刺激，让我像嗑药般爱上了你，
你的味道太迷人，好像迷迭香那样诱惑着我，
你的口感好柔滑，让我不断地品尝着你，
只可惜年龄的差距，让我不能不放弃你，
我的心脏不好，不能接受太刺激的东西，
所以...请你离开我的生命，好吗？
这样对大家都有好处，
所以...请你不要再引诱我了！

ING birthday 9.2.09

首先要说抱歉，因为还没拿到照片。
很开心帮她庆生～
很开心她受到两份礼物，加我们的就三份了！
昨晚，看到一个MV, Boa 的 "eat you up"，很帅！！
爱上她了！

Boa - eat you up

还有一个舞蹈比赛！CADC (Chinese Association Dance Crew)在VIBE XVI (Vibe 14th)中的冠军，亚军是Team Millenia，地点我不清楚，因为没去查。

CADC "The future is gold"
对这些舞蹈者，我只能说："你们真的很棒!你们是华人的骄傲!"
抱歉，无法上载所以只好给你们link.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aenjZMXtF10

Team Millenia "TM Toy Store"
这一组很够创意 很可爱！尤其是中间那位主角，超级抢镜头的～
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3CsfRu7Neak

呵呵..关于我们家的ING呢，下次拿了照片再续吧！

My little CNY

Going back beepee to celebrate CNY, 2 word i must say…”beh song”

Can’t really open my heart to enjoy the CNY at all….due the pending assignments and my lovely TEST 1.

Bring immuno book back, but nvr open it onct ae T.T

I learnt my lesson already…i can’t answer 5 out of 25 MCQs……come out from that book de…

Everytime i want to do my immuno lab report…i was open MPC for CSI New Y0rk season 4 & 5….with the microsoft word 2007 underneath it…

Friends say :”come out la, gathering la”

my brain say :”NO…TEST..TEST…LAB REPORT..”

my mouth say :”im tired la…im old liao, can crazy fooling like when i was young…” As im still 22 now…

then…they say :”come lar…”

then my mouth win the battle and say :”ok lar…………ok lar………………….”

It end up something like this :

1. I lose RM 12.50 in Tingting, jiaphing and chengchin house
2. I win only RM 2.00 in Vernyao house (that day im very heng, not always heng de, ok?)
3. I still haven’t do my pathogenesis of vibrio vulnificus
4. I din get angpau as many as i could get….thats the most beh song thing!
5. I gain weight (a common fact during CNY)

And the conclusion is = the whole CNY is not very enjoyed @_@

So…aft i back UPM, im still feel 可惜 for my little 0x year CNY.

百般无聊之下，本小姐无聊的拍了很多无聊的照片，如下：

我的新衣- 背后是 ONE PIECE 噢！

家里粉刷墙壁，当我还在远方当游子时～

家里的新墙壁 – mural of my younger sister

年二十九，买金纸还有其他拜神的东西

我的最最最最爱！

旺啊！！

几百年来的新发型，特地新年去剪的

年初四，去放生，我去姐妹聚会～

RM 8.80 from Carrefour,bring the luck!

红包！！！